consecutive sick beats ...

ok ... how about these two for your viewing pleasure ...

last hand before the 1 hour mark break: blinds 100/200, my stack = 14000
i raise to 600 preflop out of position and get one caller, stack = 11000, pot: 1500
flop: k 9 4 (9 and 4 are spades) i bet 1000 ... called, pot 3500. opponent is very loose/agressive, i feel certain that a reraise would have come were he/she holding a set or flush draw.
turn: 8 spades ... i bet 2000 ... called, pot: 7500. i know i have the best hand by far at this point ... think opponent has a9 or low pocket pair.
river: 10 clubs ... i bet 2000, get reraised to 5000. could opponent have pocket 10's?? i use my time to consider this possibility ... no, don't think so ... call.
showdown: i reveal a (hearts) k (spades) ... opponent reveals q (diamonds) jack (spades).
i 'hellmeuth' opponent in the chat box during the break.

and ...

first hand after the break: blinds 150/300 my stack = 5400
early position player raises to 600 ... i reraise to 1800 ... original raiser fold, one caller. pot: 4650

flop: j 8 4 (j and 4 are clubs) i'm all-in ... called. i reveal aces, opponent reveals qj (suited: spades).
turn: blank
river: jack

i'm eliminated ... proceed to 'hellmeuth' the site with during the five seconds before the table window closes ... lol.

oh yeah ... and i hate queen-jack!

after experiencing many such beats and having tried to improve my conduct, i usually don't comment like this or at tables anymore ... but this time it got to me.
oh well ... trying harder.